August 2010
one day until st paul
if love is really all that we need, then even all my singing is never gonna save me.
music is my substitute for love. i’ve had many different guys inside my bed, but only one or two inside my head. these days i’ll cuddle up to my guitar instead, but oh, what i would give, not to stumble but to really fall in love. and i could substitute my singing for the sound of someone sleeping...
i'm 18!
woo 18th birthday. went to omaha, it was a good day.
63+ people told me happy birthday today either via text, facebook, twitter or in person. which is amazing in itself, and it made me feel super loved and all that bahahha just so everyone knows.
63 people and not one of them was you. i gave you my fucking heart and you can’t tell me happy birthday? you have 2 and a half hours before...
the suburbs
i don’t really have much to say. king of the hill is currently on and sometimes this show is a little bit funny but most of the time it’s fucking stupid. jordan went to bed saying he was down tonight and i hate when he gets down like this because i feel like there’s nothing i can do, because he won’t let me know what’s up. ): i wish i knew what was wrong. and my...
darling, be human
so. i had a pretty bad day today. if i told you what happened you’d probably just tell me i’m bitching about something minor, but it’s whatevs. and tomorrow isn’t looking to turn out any better. i miss jordan a lot, i don’t think he realizes it.
sometimes i complain a lot, and sometimes i don’t give a fuck because sometimes life sucks.
xo
Applicant Apparel: This Love →
This Love hail from Springfield, OH and are quick out of the gate with the release of “The Beginning” EP. To coincide the release, the band also shot a music video with Thunder Down Country for “Like A Million Lights” which you can view below.
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take off your colours
i know you didn’t want to talk as much because you like your alone time, and i’m fine with that, but…i miss talking to you. a lot. i miss when i talked to you constantly about random things and i talked to you more than anyone else and everyone thought it was cute how much we talked and everything. i miss that so fucking much.
xo
how's it going to be
sometimes at this time of morning i find my thoughts wondering to what it might have been like if i would have chosen you. how different i would be, how many friends i would (or wouldn’t) have, how happy i would be. i mean, don’t get me wrong, i’m the happiest i’ve ever been right now, but sometimes my thoughts can’t help but wander. it’s just one of those...
a space to grow.
i never really know how to start off these blogs. i always just have a lot of random sentences and thoughts that i feel i should write down or something but i never really know how to start. i have this problem with writing essays, as well. it’s probably something i’ll work on. the dangerous summer played tonight in des moines, and i was wanting to go more than anything in the world,...
we are birds
it’s 3:43 so this’ll be either lengthy or short, i don’t know. it depends. i went to a show tonight in jefferson, attila and some other local bands. this band was there, tree, and a lot of the ‘sketchier’ (for lack of a better term) kids were there for them. and of course ancient skies above played, and superior, and attila, so there were the hardcore kids there as...
